Jeanne Street

There’s a purpose for each and every one of us

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Flash back to 2007 when I started my first business, I had my moments of complete trust and of absolute fear. I worked really hard at all aspects of that business especially to build customer trust and a brand that stood for the values and morals that are important to me.

What happens when you pour your heart and soul into something that doesn’t align with your soul purpose, you learn valuable lessons that propel you forward. I’ve learned through surrender that though we may see our actions as a mistake or a wrong doing it is really a magical moment for the soul to experience a miracle moment.

I’ve had so many ah-ha miracle moments since choosing to close my first business, and shifting the focus to my authentic self. I learned that anything of value that comes to us, comes with a great soul healing as well. Closing my first business was painful, not because I felt like a failure but because I felt I was letting others down by doing so. I knew though with every ounce of me that I had to heal my wounds in order to live the truth of who I am now.

Maybe you’re in one of those times that you are struggling with, and wonder if this is really where your supposed to be?

Or

Maybe you’ve had a desire to change jobs or open your own business but don’t have the faith in yourself to do so?

Along my path from switching gears from one type of career to a completely different one, I have had to learn to manage some crazy energy and judgements from people who knew that old version of me. Part of your journey is to learn how to be uniquely you, and to do it within your family and the peeps that surround you. Not an easy thing when fear based thoughts and judgements comes at you from every angle.

There’s a simple strategy that I’ve used for the past 10 years, and you can also use them to get you through any of your challenging times. I call them the Goddess Principles and they are:

  1. Quieting the Mind
  2. Self-Love
  3. Changing Your Reactions
  4. Energy Basics
  5. Healing the Block
  6. Let it Go
  7. Chakra Basics
  8. healthy Wealthy and Wise
  9. Keep Calm
  10. Help, I’ve Lost my Balance
  11. Mind, Body, and Spirit
  12. Intuitive, Gifted You

These 12 Goddess principles are nuggets of Divineness that came from a desire to not listen to the norm, to be the me I knew deep down inside that was fearfully hiding out. Through prayer and meditation the Angels spoke to me with a gentle  guidance that helped me to heal fear and restore self-love.

Who knew self love could be so difficult? I have found this challenge to be true for most of my clients and students. Knowing and seeing that others felt the same pain and separation from Divine truth that I felt, has brought me to a place of gratitude and of service.

My entire life has been about helping others in some capacity or another.

There's a purpose for each and every one of us Click To Tweet There’s a purpose for each and every one of us. I found that in being true to my soul-self and sharing my gifts is my “why” for creating Goddess Youniversity. The mission behind the Members Club is to help you SHINE and heal the things that block your beautiful light.

I’ve opened up the enrollment to the Goddess Youniversity Members Club until December 1st… so you can start:

* Learning how to live your best life

* Grow in ways you never thought imaginable

* Heal the things that no longer serve you

There are three categories of amazing offerings for you to choose from inside the Members Club

* Inspired Master Classes to spark your intuition

* Invest Master Classes that speak to your soul-self

* Shine Master Classes to share your gifts with the world

This will not only be a place to learn and heal, your spirituality will also be magnified, while getting the support to help you keep growing.That’s not all… there are member extras, gatherings, Goddess socials and a fabulous gift package sent right to your door!

This is everything you need to live in your true soul-alignment!

You can get all of this for only$9.99 a month! 

I’ve made this offer so low and will close the door on December 1st, so that I and my team can give each Member time, energy and love while offering support and help they desire.

Every month there will be brand new content added to the Members Club, making it an ever evolving and growing Youniversity! Your dreams and desires are worth every ounce of time and energy you put forth.

Be the best version of you,

BE The Goddess You!!! 

Blessings

xx Jeanne

Emotionally Brave

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Emotionally Brave

A life event that causes an emotional and or physical pain can cause a block of energy within the… Click To Tweet

So how does your past influence your present?

It happens without notice. Emotional Trauma is not so cut and dry as not living in the past for suffers. Most who suffer from emotional trauma actually don’t like talking about their back stories. They are even stoic in some regards, rising above the past.

The problem occurs when the past is not healed. It will continue to affect the present in some way or form. Because you are an energetic being, your body stores the energy it has encountered along the way. Storing up all the life experiences and energy within your cells. Your body reflects outward that in which it has encountered.

Let’s talk about how trauma causes both a physical and an emotional reaction in your body.

Physical: Trauma can cause an onset of amnesia, which causes gaps within your memory. The gaps span for a short time or even years.

Emotional: Lost gaps in memory causes a disconnect from the memory yet the feelings reside. The body stores memory within, so an energetic memory remains.

Physical: Trauma can cause ongoing physical pain in the body, stomach aches, digestions issues, body aches, migraines and headaches are some of the most common signs.

Emotional: Trauma can cause the immune system to break down because of the inner turmoil of stress. Stress is associated with most all serious illness.

Physical: Trauma is associated with behavioral and learning disorders.

Emotional: Self value and worth are the trauma gate-keepers to behavioral and learning disorders.

Physical: Self inflicted pain and or addiction are common ways in which trauma is dealt with. The physical suffering becomes the cover up of the emotional memory.

Emotional: Addiction and self inflicted pain are commonly used as a method or way to feel something real.

Now let’s talk about how you can release the emotional memory and heal the physical suffering.

Emotional memory is tricky to connect to at first because the mind has disconnected from the traumatic event and all that is left is sensations and feelings that don’t always makes sense. The sensation that arises within the body when a trigger awakens the emotional memory can be similar to that of being in a foreign land where nothing seems to make sense. Your body feels pain but you don’t know why, leading to your pain stirring a reaction that shocks you then become reactive to this uncomfortable sensation. Anger, frustration, anxiety, depression, mood swings are all associated with the energy triggers related to the emotional trauma.

There are several ways you can heal Trauma yourself, each take time and dedication. Your courage is your bravery that unlocks the emotional memory release which will free you from the lasting side effects for the rest of your life.

The Angels have shown that when a trigger response happens; it sends you on a roller coaster ride of emotions which causes you try to connect the dots to make sense out of the situation.

This is the key moment for you to grab your journal and do what I call “stop, drop and pray.”

It is in the quiet prayer you can listen to the internal energy rather than the mind chatter. Surrendering your thoughts, emotions and feelings to God is the most powerful action you can take.

After you have surrendered now, you can write all of your thoughts, feelings, sensations and emotions down. This is your safe zone so let them out. Release is your saving grace. Don’t worry about someone reading your journal! You can always have a ceremonial burning to complete the process!

If this seems out of your comfort zone, going to a Medium or Spiritual Healer can help you release the energetic trauma in a safe and loving environment.

 

Or

If working with talk therapy is your thing, be sure find someone who specializes in emotional memory blocks and trauma.

However you choose to heal, be steadfast and true to you!  Also, know that doing the “work” and healing sometimes… (okay most all the time) causes some heartache, it will end up being the best thing you’ve ever done.

You are BRAVE My Goddess Friend!

Blessings

xx Jeanne

 

The Sensitive Soul

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The Sensitive Soul

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Knowing the basics of energy of how you pick up and receive energy and how you omit energy is the first step to clearing up the confusion and turmoil you are living with.

Every living being and thing is made up of energy and omits energy. This energy is everywhere you go not to mention that every item you purchase, each event from your life, they also have an energetic component to them. If you break it down to just a 24 hour period of going to the grocery store, working out, carpool, soccer, work you can imagine the amount of energy you are gathering. And, you, being a sensitive soul, pick up and absorb that energy.

Yikes… thats a whole lot of energetic chaos going on just in one day!

The energy you gather up stays within your energy field or is absorbed into your body. It is this energy that is not your own that causes you to react. Your reactions are tears, anger, anxiety and so on. Now add years of that to the mix and you understand why you feel off balance.

However, before you can begin to make sense of the feelings you carry or why you cry and feel so badly about a person, life happening and events around you, you have to first know the different aspects of being sensitive soul.

What you need to know:

…. Is that being a sensitive soul is a gift from God, and is meant to help you through your life journey.

… Gifts are unique to each human soul.

… Your talents enhance your gifts and guide you in sharing what makes you, YOU with the others. (if you say” I have no talents”, The Angels say that everyone has talents!!!  and Angels don’t lie! )

Now let’s break down the response categories of the sensitive soul gift.

Response categories are:

Emotional Physical Spiritual

Within each category there is a responsive way that you receive and react to energy through one or more of your senses. Your sense can be utilized to break down the energy you pick up as well as the energy around you.

So…. your senses help you make sense of energy while also receiving impressions from Spirit while your talents help you express energy.

Blessings

xx Jeanne

Goddess Tips

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Goddess Tips

Male or Female the Goddess tips are all about you grooving, moving, living with Divine life force energy. The Goddess You is simply referring to the female tone or energy that is LOVE. That means the Goddess You is available to everyone.

Why is this you may wonder? It is because, you have both female and male energies that balance your well-being. The right side of your body being where your feminine Divine flow is. The left side of your body is what makes up your logic side which is the male flow. When in balance you will feel the stability of who you are and comforted by both logic and spirituality. When off-balance there becomes a disruption of either the Divine feminine or the Divine Logical masculine self.

The feminine Spiritual flow depends on your openness and connection to God. Belief, faith, prayer and consciousness are your points to a healthy flow.

When off-balance the connection to your Goddess self closes off or a block is created that… Click To Tweet The connection will become distorted over time when the Spiritual belief is questioned, broken or lost. This occurs when you choose to go it alone without God. This is not about religion, rather a pure belief and faith in God.

The Divine Masculine  Logic flow depends on your openness to learn in connection with God. Again, belief, faith, prayer and consciousness are needed with also a clear intention of connection to love.

When off-balance the connection to Logic becomes out of balance with Divine truth. Ego aka Shmego begins to take up residence in the thought system and fear blocks your connection to Divine Logic. Shmego takes over the thought system which controls the flow of health Divine Masculine Logic, without warning fear swarms your being, and the “I” will search in need for proof or earth-bound theories to satisfy the over active ego. Separation from God, religion and faith are what follows this interruption in energy flow.

How you can maintain your equilibrium of Divine Feminine and Divine Logical Masculine self  involves 3 of the Goddess You principles.

1. Quiet Your Mind: By turning off the constant chatter going on in your daily thoughts you will become mindful of what you are allowing and engaging in. You can illuminate in a quiet mind where love can be seen, heard and felt while also awakening how Shmego’s masculine logic tone has manipulated your thoughts and speaking to you.

2. Self Love: Returning to the self for the love you need and wish for will support your Goddess truths to come forward. You will also begin to live confidently knowing that the Divine Feminine & Masculine love is now your guide rather than that guy Shmego and his fear.

3. Changing Your Reactions: Healing how you react to situations both internal and external will lighten your energy. Choosing compassion in any given moment opens your Feminine Goddess flow.

Now you have the tools to shine your true Goddess self!!

 

Blessings xx Jeanne

The Challenge of Change

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THE CHALLENGE OF CHANGE

Have you noticed the warm days of summer seem to be slipping away as the cooler weather sneaks in to remind you that fall will be approaching soon? With any season change you can experience emotions that can send you off balance.

Change is one of most difficult things to manage because of how it challenges your energy. You can become feel emotional with feelings that don’t always make sense.

Maybe you are like me and going through such a time of great shifts and change and aren’t sure how to deal with the all that energy that arises during these times?

What I have found great comfort in is utilizing not only The Goddess You principles but also pairing them with Spiritual guidance, faith and God. I have also found that Divine support is the constant love available, reminding me that with heightened evolving energy comes great soul healing.

Sometimes when you experience challenging times you may feel as if there isn’t anything that can help you through and you end up repeating an old pattern that no longer serves you. Or, maybe you aren’t awaken to how playing the victim in your own life ends up hurting you far greater than the person who caused you the initial pain.

I am acutely  aware of how fragile the body can be during such times of soul transformation. As a Medium connecting to Divine source, I have learned valuable tools that will help you to take precautions to aide not only your physical body but also your mental clarity.

It is important to understand that you are here on earth to do the Soul work you are experiencing. Also, that Soul healing is always at play during these challenging times!

The truth is my Goddess friend while no-one likes doing this type of work it is actually far more rewarding than your mind thinks.

Going it alone never feels good and to be honest with you the fact is everyone wants to be loved and valued, yet we judge what we do not fully understand. The Angels have taught that you and I  are all on the same playing field, with each having pains and sufferings and life lessons to learn.

And, while it sounds so easy not to blame or look back at past events that Shmego guy sneaks in the second your body begins feeling low. He awakens when the energy of the moment signals your body where the memory is being stored.

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The Angels say  though you may not believe it you ARE indeed strong enough to look your pain in the eye and learn the valuable lesson/lessons that is being presented to you. Your pain when healed will open the path for you to stand in your authentic soul truths.

Be the brave Goddess you want to be!

Highly Sensitive You

Hey there, you the one who feels everything.

The one who cries and doesn’t know why.

The one who doesn’t understand what you feel so you hide behind that thing that actually makes you feel something within.

The one afraid to go into large crowds.

The one who gets overwhelmed at the grocery store.

The one who feels scattered.

The one is unsure of who you are.

The one who picks up energy wherever you go … and I mean the good, bad and junkie energy from other people. You are the one I want to talk to, the one I want to share some amazing tools you can use to change how you feel right in this very moment!

I have a gift of connecting to the Divine realm, AKA as being a Medium. I am also an Emapath and an HSP. Although being an Empath is similar to being a Highly Sensitive Person AKA  HSP, there are a few distinct difference that tell these two gifts apart.

So what the Angels have shown me in the many encounters I have had with other HSP and Empaths is how to decipher the energy of both these gifts.

No matter if you are an Empath or an HSP it is important to learn how to work with your gift so you can function in the day-to-day life without the crash and burnout that comes with being you! You are an energy feeler so the more you understand about you and gather the right tools for living the easier it will be! And, when you slow down and pay attention to energy it can tell you a story of what’s going on around you. Why this is important is that when you are connected to energy in a healthy way, meaning through God, the energy can guide you.

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Let me share with you the top three traits that…

Highly Sensitive People share. 

1.Overly emotional to others energy outside their body

2.Scattered thoughts

3.Unable to focus

Empath’s share.

1.Sensitive to others energy within their body

2. A clear knowing and thinking everyone has this guidance

3. Can take on another’s personality

Now of course, there is more to energy and your gift than just these traits, but what I have come to see as the gateway to breaking down who you are is to understand where you stand within these top three traits.

Understanding your gift is just the first step, next is how to clear and protect your energy and vital well being.

Top three tools for clearing and protecting…

1. Prayer, surrounding yourself in God’s love everyday helps you to stay in your very own energy bubble and helps you to separate from energy you pick up.

2. Intention, setting a clear intention to stay in your energy field and within you body every day.

3. Mindful, being mindful of your thoughts they become your life. Keep them in tune with God!

Now you have the tools and knowledge to understand not only your gift but also how energy can be your friend!

Happy clearing!

Blessings

xx Jeanne

Compassion

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Do you ever want to say what you are feeling to others but because time, energy and life seems to block the way you just don’t?

If you are like me a little dose of positive energy can make all the difference in your day to day routine and help you navigate through a challenging time. With that shared positive energy you also can be so much more productive with your time, be kinder to your peeps and share love with others.

Being kind is an act of generosity when we add in prayer with that act it becomes a miracle moment
. That is because love is Divine and Divine is God. Which means prayer is your connection to God and in sending your prayer through your kind act it is transformed into an act of love. Pretty cool right?!

Sharing your feelings with another is a great way to open your Chakra’s while being of service. That is as long as you are coming from the point of compassion and not of fear.

What’s the difference you may wonder… compassion lets you see the other from the standpoint of being equal to you, that is not above or below you. Compassion also lets you see that your feelings that need expressing maybe tainted with judgement, anger or resentment for the one you are sharing with.

Feelings are reminders of emotions that have connection points in time and events of your life. Compassion for self is your first defence at stoping a spewing of hurtful words that can seemingly fly out of you mouth.

Using your breath to connect to your feelings first, will help you adjust your tone, return to love and surrender those emotional connections to the past that take up space in your body.That is how your Chakra’s release old energy and balance out, thus keeping you in a higher vibrational LOVE!
With that my Goddess friend, I want to take a moment to say a big, HUGE,Thank You, for being uniquely YOU! I know you are a beautiful soul and I sincerely appreciate the time and energy you have shared with me by reading the blogs, following on social media and coming to events and sessions.

 

Blessings

xx Jeanne

Yellow Bug Girl

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Yellow Bug Girl

The Empathic part of my knowing started as I felt the feeling of overdose in my gut. Then, I saw the sign of charcoal, and, I saw the word ACCIDENTAL over my head. I knew then she, the yellow bug girl, was no longer here.

The girl in the yellow bug drove down the dirt road, passing my car on her way out to town. As she waved and smiled, I wondered if that was her new car and decided it suited her.
I find it sort of odd how you can live so close to someone and know who they are, yet not know them, the real them. What I knew of yellow bug girl was that she was kind and compassionate. She took care of others every day at her work. I witnessed her taking care of our Nana. When Nana was moved to the nursing home from her town to be closer to our home, yellow bug girl came in to the room with a smile. She was there to help Nana out of her wheelchair. I remember the feeling of being relieved after we saw yellow bug girl working that day, the fact that someone we knew was watching over Nana gave us peace of mind.
Yet, we really did not know her…

The phone woke me from a restless night’s sleep. It felt like I had just fallen back asleep when that call came in. As I sit here now, in my bed not sleeping again, I am pondering, not only about today, but also the past few years. My mind is flooded with memories of when I first recognized Spirit’s voice. How grateful I am for this Spiritual gift of talking through the veil to loved ones, Angels, and guides.

Jason was on the other end of the phone as I answered in my sleepy voice, he gave me instructions to wake his brother Casey NOW and send him to the neighbor’s house, someone was not breathing. Without thinking, I jumped up and scrambled out of our room yelling back to my husband to wait one minute. He was asking what was going on and I was on a mission to get the message to Casey. As I headed up the stairs calling his name, he came out of the bathroom with Riley, our 3 year old granddaughter. Riley had woken up early, knocked down the gate at her door, and was looking for toys with which to play. Casey had heard her and got up to see what mischief she was causing. Riley announced, “I have to pee!” So, Casey had escorted her to the potty just as I was calling his name. He grabbed his shoes and ran out the door. Riley came running out of the bathroom ready to start her day…. at 6:30 am! I scooped Riley up and went back down to my husband explaining what was going on. We both looked at each other knowing the severity of the situation.

Had I not been connected to Spirit a few years back when my youngest child Molly was struggling is the thought just in front of my face tonight. We can all be open to Spirit’s guidance. When honored and respected, our gifts can serve and heal. Our talents can help us create a life of balance and love. It can help us flow with abundance.

Abundance is free for all of us to receive.

 

My boys are Earth Angels. They serve their community and country by volunteering their time. I can remember when my oldest son became a firefighter. I was in awe of his choice to join the firehouse. I was not sure even know where he got the idea to become a fireman. He loved his firetrucks when he was little, though. He would call them “firefucks” with a Boston accent! We do not understand where that came from! Jason is a leader with heart.

Casey joined the firehouse a couple years later when he was old enough. Casey is strong in areas that amaze me. He instinctively knows how to separate his emotions from this work. He is passionate about helping others. Casey amazes me with his strength, compassion, and knowledge.

After we had heard the news of yellow bug girls passing, we talked to Casey about what happened earlier that morning when he was able to revive yellow bug girl. I asked him if it was hard because he knew her and her parents. He said in few words as possible, which is so Casey, that he separates personal feelings from work. He did a job and that was all there was to it.

Other members of the firehouse came that day. They came to support their fellow brother, they came because that is what you do. They have a code; follow and stand by each other. I am grateful for those men and for their code!

We prayed for our boy and for the girl he was trying to save. We prayed for her parents and her only brother.

My husband had felt her leave, but was confused when the ambulance left because that signaled that she was alive… I explained what the Angels had shown me. I explained that she was in between being here and being in the veil. Her body was brought back to life but her soul was not all the way in her body.

We stood outside as the firemen and their vehicles left. Her parents followed the ambulance. It was a scene and feeling I won’t soon forget.

Casey had done his job as if it were any other day. The yellow bug girl’s father came over one day to express his gratitude toward Casey. He wanted to thank him in person for giving the family time to gather and say their goodbyes. With tears in his eyes he walked away, he turned and said, “Is he okay? I want to make sure Casey is okay.” His expression of concern, the tears welling in my eyes, he spoke through his tears, “He knew just what to do, he came in, and knew what to do.” I nodded; a heartfelt yes.

Yellow Bug Girl may have overdosed, but she lived and she was a beautiful person. She had a life filled with confusion and some pain. She self medicated with different things that gave her the happy feeling for which she was searching. It was a false sense of happy, which never lasted long and had a crashing down effect afterwards.

In death she is at peace, going to spiritual school. She has a sense of balance she did not have on Earth. She is still smiling, but now is filled with love she did not know before. She loves her family and wants them to know she is sorry that they had to find her in that way which they did. She did not mean to take her life, it came with the not being able to stop herself.

In loving memory of the Yellow Bug Girl.

Blessings,
Jeanne

Intuition vs Ego

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When Ego and Intuition get confused

 

There is a distinct line between ego and intuition you must be conscious of. First allow me explain the essentials of your intuition.

The intuitive voice is known as your voice of truth and love and is associated with the right side of your mind and body. It is through your intuition you can connect with Spirit to receive guidance and reassurance when needed.

Your soul is infinite, which means you have a higher soul-self or authentic self that is pure and free from fears energetic debris.

Your soul-self is the truth of who you are. Your gifts, talents and life path are better understood and connected to when you follow your intuitive voice.

Spirits voice will speak to you through your intuition. Spirit can also speak to you on its own accord. Spirits tone is of love, kindness, gentle as well as uplifting, hopeful and joyful.

Your intuition is connected with your Solar Plexus chakra. This chakra is where you get the gut feeling, knowing and sinking feeling when your higher soul self is speaking to you.

Spirits energy flows in through each of your energy centers. The crown chakra being the main connection point of the energy flow. Your intention to open your crown and your heart to Divine source is how to begin the connection.

To open your crown chakra set your intention with faith and willingness to surrender the ego voice.

Now, let’s move on to the facts about ego.

The ego voice is known as the voice of survival and logic and is associated with the left side of your mind and body. The ego voice can be the voice of reason but when off balance turns to a fearful tone. Despair, anger, judgement, isolation, egocentric and more become the way that ego takes over your thinking. Once your thoughts are corrupted with fears energy, it is very difficult to feel, live and know love truths.

In my book The Goddess You, I have named ego/fear Shmego. This guy Shmego is a tricky little bastard who takes the truth of love and joy out of your life.

The fine line between ego and intuition is fear.

Ego, by itself is logic pure and simple.

Intuition is love, end of story.

So when ego becomes contaminated by fears oppressive lies the line of truth is muddied up. Ego has now become Shmego, and that means intuitive clarity is gone. In place of the intuitive truth is now harshness, judgmental and righteousness.

Using the first principle in  The Goddess You, “Quieting the Mind” is how you can know if you are confusing ego with intuition!

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Blessings
xx Jeanne

Spiritual Intuition

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Intuition as defined by Webster’s dictionary states, it is the ability to understand something immediately, without the need for conscious reasoning. Intuition is within you, it is not outside of you. Intuition cannot be purchased, given or taken away because it is your Divine right as a living soul.

Spirituality is the connection to God, source, Divine that we acknowledge. Again as with your intuition, this connection is not outside of you, rather it is within your being.

Spirituality can sometimes be confused with religion. Religion is an outward source and way for you and others open the connection to God. Spirituality is your pathway for clearing the intuitive voice and to flow within the Divine source of love and truth. When you ignore the internal intuitive voice, you create what is called an energy block. This energy block over time grows and will continue to increase the more you ignore it.

The block is the reason so many people believe they don’t have intuition.

The truth is, every soul has been gifted this amazing inner guidance system.

Your intuition when open is not only the interior voice of your soul truths but also of Divine love.

How this works is when you open your spiritual connection to God, your intuition is then ignited with Divine love. Merging God source energy with intuition is how you will find your soul truths.

Many people go it alone, without acknowledging God. Or in choosing to call the energy the universe, earth energy, Mother Earth, or so on. The Angels have shown me that this isolation causes the separation from Divine flow energy to earthly flow energy. Why Divine flow matters, because it the significant component you need to connect with your souls truths, hear your intuitive voice and move through life with confidence and ease. Spiritual flow comes from your connection to God.

What I am saying here, is that to groove in your intuition and know your souls truths you will want to open your connection to God. I get that not everyone has a belief or wanting to acknowledge God, on the other hand the truth I have come to know that Angels Don’t Lie and by choosing to go it alone it makes life harder than it has to be.

Your permission and willingness to participate in connecting to God will open the Spiritual Intuitive flow! Your faith will keep the flow open and free from blocks. Fear aka Shmego does sneak in from time to time, telling you things like you can’t, you’re not worthy, and more  so you will need to be prepared to call him out so you can return to loves truths.